To be ME!

Hello all! How is everyone? Hope all is well. With Fall about to arrive which I couldn't be happier about, it's my favorite season! =) So the more readings I do I notice the better I get. I am also seeing things that irritate me. Like for one, I am reading you for free and yet the person is the one asking for the FREE reading and then when I start they tend to act weird. I don't think a lot of people know or understand that I am trying hard to learn my ability and I am starting to notice when someone is blocking me or hiding something. My intent is NOT to get your secrets out of you but to just feel your energy and try to help you forward in regards to habits that may have been holding you back and when you block you put my minds eye in a black room or in front of all wall and not only is it frustrating but makes me question my abilities! GRRR! I mean my goal is to help not hurt so basically I have begun to tell the people I am reading ahead of time that if this is something that you are only doing because you wanna test my ability and you truly don't believe then don't bother. Guess that goes with the saying " You can only help those that want to be helped." Can't save the world.. lol. Well another new and interesting note would be I am noticing some "Medium" tendencies going on in my last few readings and they seem to get stronger! If the person I am reading has a person that has passed on that they were close with I can almost give them some descriptions of the person cause of course I have no idea who they are and they don't speak to me but make me feel a certain way or will smile which I believe is their way of saying they are okay. Also when they hold their loved ones hand I think they are saying that they are still with them and helping them along? Not sure again all new to me. I get great joy out of helping people move forward and a sense of helping them in a way. Well hope everyone has a great weekend! Take Care!